A Roleplay of Our Life

[Aeris]

(Instead of RPing fantasy.. let's write out events that actually happen to us. We'll change them around a bit, add some parts, and turn it into a real story.. Then one day we can look back and remember what happened.)


"All you can think about is yourself," Azura snapped.
"I care about other people too, you know!" Colin answered, a bit peeved.
"You only care about girls you'll never get. See? The world does not revolve around you. Learn to not be so selfish," Azura glared at him, tired of his stupidity.
"So let's talk about your life then, shall we??" Colin smirked. "You dumped Leigh for yourself!" Azura froze, and Colin smiled in satisfaction that he had hit a weak spot. She was quiet for a few moments, contemplating what to say.
"That may be true..." Azura said slowly, choosing her words carefully. "But at least I know how to let go of something that's emotionally abusing me." Colin knew exactly what she was implying, that he should've let go of Sadie when she rejected him. Azura didn't stay to hear Colin's answer, though. Instead she got her things and left.

[Gymnaststar]

The trees swayed as the cold breeze passed through them, moving back my hair. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I could faintly hear the cars around me. I wasnt looking at him, I couldnt. My body was just standing there, I couldnt believe I was still breathing, I was sure that if this day came, Id drop dead.
"Your breaking up with me?" I could feel myself wanting to cry. His eyes so sad, I couldnt help but feel myself feeling bad for him, wanting him to be alrite. He was my boyfriend for a month. We stood there and hugged for what I wanted to be forever. He was no longer mine to claime, and yet, when I was being consoled by him, I still had that same warm feeling. My body shuddered against him, pulling him closer was all I could think to do to keep myself from just falling apart. " Would it be okay if I said I loved you too?" I truley did, I figured it out the day before. I had a whole senerio made up in my head of how I would tell him today....that never happened.
Kyle walked me home, and along the way we talked, nothing had changed, and yet it all did. I envyed the people whose lives where just the same. I opened my door, and hugged him goodbye, I couldnt let go of his hand until the very last second when it fell to my side. I closed my door, and put away my keys, went to my room to change into my Pjs. My room was so dark, but I didnt want a light, I just sat in my corner and cryed as loud as I could. My heart hurt and it was all I could think of doing.

[Aeris]

Biting her lip, Azura tried to have the courage to ask the question she'd been wanting to ask for days now. Through time and friends, se realized that maybe she had to ask. It was closure, and if he said yes, then there would be no more hatred, no more anger, no more sadness. Not from him anyway. If he said no, the same things would be gone, because he would've been the one denying her. Then she could just finally lose all hope that they could ever be together again. Closure, what a lovely thought.

"Leigh?"
"Yeah?"
"Willyougobackoutwithme?"
"Um..what?"
Azura took a deep breath. "Will you go back out with me," she repeated, trying to say each word slowly. Leigh looked immediately surprised, then regained his straight face as they walked through the door.
"Um.. I'll have to ponder.."
"Okay," Azura said, relieved she had finally said it.
"You're gonna hate me for pondering," Leigh teased as he turned into his classroom. Azura walked away, muttering to herself, "but I could never hate you..."


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~2 days Later *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~

"You're not going to like my answer," Leigh said quietly.
"It's a no, isn't it?"
"Yeah.."
Azura frowned, walking beside him. She could feel her heart drop, and yet her heart didn't feel any different. "Stupid late reactions..." She already knew that this shock wasn't going to hit her until days later. That's how it always was. And yet, she shouldn't be shocked. She was expecting this. Gretchen had probably been trying her hardest to get Leigh to say no. And it worked.
"What a bitch," Azura mumbled. "Just cause she likes Leigh doesn't mean she has to be an awful friend."
"Are you mad?" Leigh asked, interrupting her thoughts. Azura looked up at him, his eyes were searching her face for some kind of sadness, but she wouldn't give it to him. "If you're mad, then I'll have to hug you and not let go until you stop-"
"I'm fine," Azura said. She shrugged. "I'll see you later, Leigh." With that, Azura left, a wave of relief, anger, sadness, and disappointment washing over her. Depression sank in 3rd period, and she didn't know how she'd be able to live through 4th.

"Hey Azura, you want to know what happened in the rest of that movie?" Sean asked from behind her. Azura turned, looking at his happy-go-lucky face. She smiled.
"Sure.. why not..."